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CCL - Alb - Hyrje - Introduction

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Alb

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Hyrje.

Jeta nuk mund tė kishte qenė mė e mirė pėr adoleshenten e bukur amerikane ndėrsa pėrgatitej tė zhytej nė ujėrat shkėlqyes tė Gjirit Kaspik ...

Babai i saj ia kishte dalė mbanė “depresionit tė madh” qė kishte pėrfshirė vendin, duke ndėrtuar me mjeshtėri gjėra “nga mbeturinat qė hidhnin tė tjerėt” dhe duke u bėrė kėshtu njė biznesmen i suksesshėm dhe anėtar nė skuadrėn e mundjes tė Shteteve tė Bashkuara nė Lojėrat Olimpike tė mbajtura nė Los Anxhelos.

Me tri motrat e saj ajo kishte bėrė tė vetat vlerat thelbėsore tė sigurta tė babait tė tyre, ndėrsa pushimet e kėndshme me familjen, sportet (ajo ishte kapitenia e skuadrės sė vajzave Iacrosse nė shkollė) dhe njė vend nė shoqėrinė e nderit tė shkollės ishin pjesė tė pashkėputura tė viteve tė saj tė qeta prej adoleshenteje. Ashtu siē shprehet edhe ajo: “Pėr aq sa mund tė kujtoj nga e shkuara, nuk kishte gjė tjetėr qė rrethonte jetėn dhe shtėpinė tonė veē lumturisė”. Pėr t’i vėnė kapakun, dukej se edhe Perėndia ishte pjesė e jetės sė saj gjithashtu. Tė shkuarit nė kishė pėr tė ishte po aq e natyrshme sa edhe frymėmarrja dhe nė mes tė viteve tė adoleshencės ajo kishte rrėfyer se ishte njė e krishterė e pėrkushtuar.

Me siguri qė ndihej sikur ishte nė majė tė botės. Tani, ndėrsa dielli po perėndonte nė fund tė asaj dite tė nxehtė korriku, ajo priste kėnaqėsinė e tė hedhurit nė ujin e freskėt dhe shplodhės. Pėrkuli krahėt dhe kėmbėt e nxira nga dielli dhe u zhyt. Pesė minuta mė vonė jeta e saj ndryshoi pėrgjithmonė…

Ndėrsa kthehej drejt sipėrfaqes, koka iu pėrplas nė njė shėmb, duke bėrė qė tė ngecte nė tabanin prej rėre tė gjirit. Duke lėvizur gjymtyrėt jashtė kontrollit, ajo ndieu “diēka si njė shok elektrik, i kombinuar me njė vibrim, sikur njė sustė e rėndė metali iu drejtua papritur”. Ajo u pėrpoq mė kot tė dilte nė sipėrfaqe, por krahėt dhe kėmbėt nuk arrinin t’i pėrgjigjeshin mesazheve qė vinin me furi nga truri i saj. Nė ēastin kur nuk mund ta mbante frymėn mė gjatė, njė rrymė e ngriti deri diku lart. Motra e saj Kathy u zhyt pėr ta mbėrthyer dhe me ndihmėn e tė tjerėve arritėn ta sillnin nė tokė tė thatė. Njė ambulancė e ēoi menjėherė nė spital dhe, ndėrsa sirena ulėrinte, pėrpiqej tė luftonte frikėn e saj me vargjet nga Bibla qė i mbante mend prej kohėsh: “Zoti ėshtė bariu im, nuk do tė kem frikė. Ai mė ēon nė kullota me bar tė njomė…”. Nė dhomėn e urgjencės, e ēoroditur, e frikėsuar dhe me njė ndjenjė pėrzierjeje nga era e zakonshme e spitalit, ajo pėrsėri iu kthye Shkrimit: “Edhe sikur tė ecja nė luginėn e hijes sė vdekjes, nuk do tė kisha frikė nga asnjė e keqe, sepse ti je me mua…”

Pas njė seri testesh dhe rrezesh X doktorėt kryen operacion urgjent nė kokėn e saj. Ditėt e tjera kalonin duke u endur brenda dhe jashtė ndėrgjegjes ndėrsa ishte e lidhur nė njė Kornizė Stryker, njė “sanduiē” prej cohe qė e lejonte atė tė kthehej ēdo dy orė pa lėvizur pjesė individuale tė trupit tė saj. Frika dhe dhimbja pėrshkonin orėt kur ishte e ndėrgjegjshme dhe ėndrra frikėsuese e haluēinacione tė shkaktuara nga ilaēet, ato tė pandėrgjegjshmet.

Mė pas vijuan njė skaner i kockave dhe njė mielogram, pastaj njė operacion delikat pėr tė kompensuar dėmin e shkaktuar nga njė frakturė me dislokacion nė shpinė, por, nė fund, doktorėt i bėnė tė njohur faktet: ajo ishte njė tetraplegjike e plotė. Nė gjuhėn e njerėzve tė zakonshėm, dėmtimi nė shtyllėn kurrizore do tė thoshte se ajo nuk do tė ishte mė nė gjendje tė pėrdorte krahėt, duart ose kėmbėt e saj.

Ishte tėrėsisht e shkatėrruar. Javėt qė pasuan pėrfshinin ēaste shprese tė pėrkohshme, ndėrsa doktorėt sugjeronin forma tė ndryshme trajtimi dhe terapie, por, shpejt, ato u pėrjashtuan nga zemėrim i hidhur: “Oh, Perėndi, si mund tė ma bėsh kėtė gjė?” “Ēfarė mė ke bėrė?” “Ēfarė vlere ka tė besosh kur lutjet bien nė vesh tė shurdhėr?” “Perėndia nuk do t’ia dijė. As qė nuk do t’ia dijė.”

Dhembje, keqardhje dhe depresion e mbuluan “si njė batanije e trashė mbytėse…, ankthi mendor dhe frymėror ishte po aq i padurueshėm sa edhe tortura fizike........

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